Monday, January 11, 2010

I’m getting soft

There are some things that I am really really good at, one of those this is cutting people off. It’s a skill that may lead some people to think I’m a cold hearted bitch…but whatever.

This skill comes in real handy when it comes to boys in my life. Normally I can decided a relationship isn’t beneficial to me and cut that person off. Its easy. I delete their number from my phone and email address from my contact list and never look back. I have absoloutly no problem resisting the urge to pick up their calls or return an email or friend request of facebook.

Except lately.

This latest one threw me a little…knocked me off my game. I couldn’t quit him. I tried…like three times. But eveytime I tried to shake him he did something endearing and I caved.

On the drive into work this morning Erin told me, “You’re getting soft.” I could see the disappointment in her eyes. I am getting soft. I guess its true: you do have to have a penis to truly not care about other people and their emotions.

3 comments:

Kelly said...

yeah, soft and SLOBBY!

Unknown said...

I really fucking hate that boys can so easily not care about shit that matters so much to girls.

Craft-a-Boo said...

I honestly wish I had your ability Amanda. There are several people in my life that are toxic to me that I just can't seem to shake. I wish you taught a class or something..."how to ditch losers" You'd make a million bucks... :-)